I decided to sleep early tonight, yet I am still awake.

Contemplating if I should leave my bed to once again crawl out to my so called balcony.

To enjoy the not so quiet night while inhaling something that should have been put away a long time ago.

With Ms. Newsom in my headphones, I am very relaxed.

I am happy, happy to be here, happy to know that things turned out well.

Happy not to feel that I have to feel.

Happy that I have a lot of people accepting me, for whom I am and for what I do.

Thank you.